Hi coolred, I hope you'll be able to finally make up your mind. The phase of losing faith is not very pleasant. No matter which side you choose, you're very welcome here.
Tell us a bit more about yourself, if you wish to do so. What started the examination or the struggle of keeping your faith?
Welcome. You'll find a mixed bunch of people here, at all sides of the spectrum. After getting involved in a few debates, you'll probably get a clearer understanding of where you stand.
Now come on spill the beans..