Words and structure that gave meaning to my life - or at least I thought it did and I was in denial for a long, long time.
Interesting, that seems to be the regular answer for most followers of religions. It's like putting the cart before the horse really. Like saying 'Yeah, I love that song.' before you've even heard it. Almost as if the spiritual side is secondary/a 'bonus', which quite ridiculous in my view.
I didn't feel any spiritual connection. Honestly, I tried my best, but there was no spiritual connection whatsoever.
That is part of the reason why I rejected it (besides the absurdities).
I'm not really surprised. The Koran doesn't read very well as a source of spiritual inspiration! I guess I'm surprised at me really, for thinking that converts must have had an 'awakening' when in most cases, it is nothing of the sort. Joining religion, on the whole, seems to be an attempt to leave an old life behind and start again - possibly in the hope that spiritual revelations will follow, but again, that side of it doesn't see so important to followers.
That's the problem...they hope and they hope for that spiritual connection, and sometimes become so delusional by it that they believe they have achieved that spiritual high.
My mother is very much like that, even though she cannot justify some aspects of Islam to me. When I questioned her, she said that I should write to our local mosque and ask them, they will be able to explain it 'best'. My problem lies in the fact that she follows it but she cannot explain it to me, nor can she justify it.
This reminds me of a youtube clip I watched last night...this woman frightens me.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i7EDD-3T7wUShe doesn't have extremist view points against non-Muslims, but she is acting as a 'recruiter' so to speak. Also she mentions in one of her videos that she is spreading the message of Islam, so non-Muslims watching these videos have no excuse to turn away from Islam - and that there's a possibility these videos will be replayed to you on judgment day...
