Welcome liberated, I hope you enjoy your stay.
I'm very thankful to my elder brother who basically woke me up and taught me about concepts like racism, secularism, etcwhich I had never heard of (I suspect he is also an agnostic/athiest though he hasn't told anyone, and neither have I).
Why have you not discussed/hinted at the subject of apostacy with your brother yet? Arent you itching to talk to someone similarly minded..
Until last year I was in that state where I still called myself a muslim and believed in the core aspects of the religion, but I never prayed, did whatever i wanted to do, had a few girlfriends, etc (though i didn't drink or eat pork, and still haven't). Then last year I learnt more about evolution and I researched it, and found that it was proven that humans evolved rather than being sent in as adam & eve. Furthermore I found out about the many contradictions in quran, and in religions alltogether. All of this I found in perhaps a few weeks. And then I basically decided to abandon it for good, and that no god was going to smite me and send me to hell for it. And i've been feeling liberated since
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How did you stumble upon this site of satanic sympathisers?