Re: The ex-Muslims list
Reply #223 - October 17, 2012, 08:23 PM
Hello, can you please add me to the list? or do you know how i could possibly add myself?
Username: AwayFromIslam
Gender: Female
Country: United Kingdom
Reasons: I was fooled by my muslim friends who are silently working in the UK in order to Islamise as many people as they can. They were showing off in front of me about their modest religion and i swear i believed in them. Then, i met the brother of one of them who asked to marry him and i did marry him and converted to Islam. The torture started when i traveled to his country and met "his people". They are very dogmatic against white blond girls. I could notice hate in their eyes even if i was considered as a "muslim sister". Problems were appearing when my husband ASKED me to cover with full NIQAB to safeguard HIS honor. And my life started naturally becoming hidden, covered and hypocritical. The time that i lived together with his Arab family made me realise how ICONIC this religion is. In other words, muslim people are full of lies about morality and stuff. Imagine that men were CHASING me even if i was wearing the niqab in order to give me phone numbers for further private meetings. There is NO WAY to hold an Arab man, really!
But this is not the reason why i left this faith. I was a moderate Christian before i met my muslim ex-friends and my muslim ex-husband. I always knew that my God in Christianity promised me that if i do not commit many sins and i repent for the ones that i did, he will grant me with a Heaven where i will need no food, toilet or sex because my body will be different. I will be with my Father God and nothing will ever separate me. I am a woman and in His eyes, i will be granted THE SAME paradise with a man.
However, my readings about Islam made me feel that the paradise that Islam is promising is only about sexual pleasures for the men and for the women??hm... let me think about it... well, the men will be busy all day having sex with SEVENTY TWO virgin women who are promised to have blond hair and big breasts..ah, i forgot, they will have only one eye because alla will make them a bit ugly but at least good for the men's pleasure. About the Female Muslims?hmmm....let me think again...well, they will keep on having the same husband that had on Earth and oh, i forgot, they are promised some gold bracelets and nice dresses as an exchange for the five prayers a day that they made.
Imagine how it would feel to try to be a good muslim wife and then looking at your muslim husband having sex in heaven or jana'a with seventy two other women. So, if this is heaven, then what is hell?
This is how Prophet Mohammad made so many men passionate to be good? muslims in order to enjoy other "stuff" in the heaven he promised. Anyway, their mind is brainwashed and it's not a sensible religion to me at all. I am back to Christ because i know that at least, my Heaven is to be in the hands of my one true Father God!
Finally, I am still trying to cope with this shocking experience because it cost me the loss of a marriage, the loss of connections and the fear of my own life as an apostate from Islam.
I would advise the young ladies who are reading my experience to be very careful not only of the muslim men but especially of the muslim women because at the moment, they are loads of them visiting the UK to study or find a job and are working undercover in order to bring as many people as they can in this (i don't want to use the word) religion...
Current: Christian
Topic: The ex-Muslims list