Yes, Al... bamboozled, hoodwinked, ref: Surah 3:54

Grouchy, that was my next step. I realized I didn't need god to
be compassionate, have good morals, be a law abiding citizen,
etc. I didn't go hog wild, either. And I, too, felt a GREAT sense
of relief, (allbeit, I got depressed for a while, I had WANTED to
believe god existed for SO many years!)