What makes you sad or depressed?

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Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
Reply #30 - August 20, 2011, 04:48 AM

Being told by my "mum" on my b'day that I shouldn't come home this coming Eid or the next.
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Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
Reply #31 - August 20, 2011, 05:14 AM

Quote from: Aphrodite on August 20, 2011, 04:48 AM
Being told by my "mum" on my b'day that I shouldn't come home this coming Eid or the next.

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Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
Reply #32 - August 20, 2011, 05:58 AM

Quote from: Lara91 on August 18, 2011, 07:42 PM
Seeing others be happy while I rot away..
Not living..
Looking in the mirror at night and see the pathetic reflection of someone sitting alone in the dark infront of a screen day after day...

+1

also,..

feeling like a failure
the fact that I have a mum who doesnt love me
also my relationship with my father(or lack thereof)
my weight
etc

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Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
Reply #33 - August 20, 2011, 11:48 AM

Quote from: BerberElla on August 18, 2011, 07:29 PM
Sad movies.

Apocolypto. For some reason this movie depressed me for days. Just thinking about how barbaric people can be.

IA. This film also depressed me for ages afterwards because his mission was futile and he died in the end.

Have you watched Grave of the Fireflies?

If not, then fucking don't.

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Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
Reply #34 - August 20, 2011, 11:54 AM

the idea that something that I've sought after is within my reach and I just can't have it

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Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
Reply #35 - August 20, 2011, 12:04 PM

Saddens: worldwide conflict, suffering.

Depresses: my own weaknesses, shortcomings, failures (perceived or real)
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Reply #36 - August 20, 2011, 12:14 PM

Quote from: Elifaz on August 20, 2011, 12:04 PM
Saddens: worldwide conflict, suffering.

Depresses: my own weaknesses, shortcomings, failures (perceived or real)

that sums things up well (no insult to you, I mean that would generally make me or someone else sad)

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Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
Reply #37 - August 20, 2011, 12:25 PM

My shitty life, my ugliness, my lack of motivation, my lack of enough serotonin produced by my brain…
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Reply #38 - August 20, 2011, 03:11 PM

imperfections
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Reply #39 - August 20, 2011, 04:15 PM

It's nostalgically depressing to have broken dreams and wishes. That those dreams and wishes you have as a kid are brutally broken and thrashed by adulthood.

It saddens me that like any other kid on the block I wanted to grow up fast only to hate it when I grew up.

It's shamefully depressing to have made mistakes repeatedly when I know better. And worse of, when those mistakes hurt those that I love dearly.

It is terribly depressing that I hurt myself phsyically to help ease the pain internally.

All the more saddening that, ^ that doesn't seem wrong anymore.

It's depressing to have no control over my life, because the pills I have to take numb me from feeling anything genuine.

It's saddening to see that my life is whizzing past me and I am unable to do anything, just sitting by watching it go past me.

It's depressing to see how long this list is, and even more depressing to know that a million other reasons are swirling in my mind.
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Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
Reply #40 - August 20, 2011, 04:25 PM

Knowing that I will never be able to be myself around the people I love dearly/family without risking losing them...

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Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
Reply #41 - August 26, 2011, 10:39 AM

Just the way my ex husband still has the means to control my life and movements, I am the puppet and he pulls the strings.

Had an entire weekend of fun and freedom ahead of me planned, and with one simple text "I am not having them this weekend because I know you want to go carnival with your boyfriend", my entire weekend is over.

I'm not even going carnival, nor do I have a fucking boyfriend anymore, but of course he doesn't believe this.

Also the fact that even though this motherfucker keeps fucking me over, treating his kids like shit etc, even though police have been involved, still, still, I get ordered to continue this farce of contact.

So tired of this shit.

The past is always the road to depression.

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Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
Reply #42 - August 26, 2011, 11:57 AM

Seriously, why cant this weak jealous muthafucker move on with his life. Is he really expecting that you will come back to him some day?

"I'm standing here like an asshole holding my Charles Dickens"

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Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
Reply #43 - August 28, 2011, 07:23 PM

Quote from: BerberElla on August 26, 2011, 10:39 AM
Just the way my ex husband still has the means to control my life and movements, I am the puppet and he pulls the strings.

Had an entire weekend of fun and freedom ahead of me planned, and with one simple text "I am not having them this weekend because I know you want to go carnival with your boyfriend", my entire weekend is over.

I'm not even going carnival, nor do I have a fucking boyfriend anymore, but of course he doesn't believe this.

Also the fact that even though this motherfucker keeps fucking me over, treating his kids like shit etc, even though police have been involved, still, still, I get ordered to continue this farce of contact.

So tired of this shit.

The past is always the road to depression.

Not only is that disgustingly low and immature, it's sad (and a good thing ultimately) that he doesn't want to see his kids, and the kids have no say in meeting their dad.

It's pointless in me saying this now, but maybe for the future, know you have me on call? A babysitter is what you need.
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Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
Reply #44 - August 28, 2011, 07:32 PM

Quote from: BerberElla on August 18, 2011, 07:29 PM
Remembering the past mostly.

I would say songs, but they make me remember the past, so its memories more than anything.

Sad movies.

Apocolypto. For some reason this movie depressed me for days. Just thinking about how barbaric people can be.

IA. This film also depressed me for ages afterwards because his mission was futile and he died in the end.

What about Bambi?? es that make you depressed too

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Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
Reply #45 - August 28, 2011, 07:36 PM

Quote from: Stuff on August 18, 2011, 08:10 PM
[WARNING: self-pitying post ahead]

Existing, pretty much.

Some specifics:
My slow cognition, bad memory, attentiveness, and focusing ability.
Informal social situations (I have a bad case of social anxiety, which probably developed as a result of above lovely qualities).
My underwhelming academic, professional, and personal achievements.
Thinking about my old, far-flung, now successful friends.
Lack of enthusiasm and willpower to persevere.

Yeah, ain't I a ray of sunshine.

That

I don't like a lot of things about me, that makes me depressed as well.

But I do try to fight, try to remain happy, or at least act happy so that I don't drag too many people into this. Maybe it will work out someday
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Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
Reply #46 - August 28, 2011, 07:40 PM

Quote from: BerberElla on August 26, 2011, 10:39 AM
Just the way my ex husband still has the means to control my life and movements, I am the puppet and he pulls the strings.

Had an entire weekend of fun and freedom ahead of me planned, and with one simple text "I am not having them this weekend because I know you want to go carnival with your boyfriend", my entire weekend is over.

I'm not even going carnival, nor do I have a fucking boyfriend anymore, but of course he doesn't believe this.

Also the fact that even though this motherfucker keeps fucking me over, treating his kids like shit etc, even though police have been involved, still, still, I get ordered to continue this farce of contact.

So tired of this shit.

The past is always the road to depression.

Ella, take heart, soon your kids will know exactly what’s going on, I suspect they already know, but just give them a few more years, you’ll see they themselves would stop wanting to have contact with such a wanker, and they’d be old enough for you not to worry about babysitting etc, when they are all teenagers, they’d be spending weekends with friends here and there, going to festivals and carnivals with their friends, so all this would be in the past and you’d be OK, not having to rely on him taking the kids etc.

But I know what you mean, its sad when he uses his own kids like that.

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Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
Reply #47 - August 28, 2011, 07:43 PM

I was going to say, the only thing that really makes me feel sad, is if one of my kids is hurt or unhappy for any reason, if they are OK, then all is well. <insert a symbolic Alhamdulillah >

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Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
Reply #48 - August 28, 2011, 08:10 PM

Quote from: Fara7 on August 28, 2011, 07:32 PM
What about Bambi?? es that make you depressed too

No, But the fox and hound made me cry my eyes out.

Quote from: Fara7 on August 28, 2011, 07:40 PM
Ella, take heart, soon your kids will know exactly what’s going on, I suspect they already know, but just give them a few more years, you’ll see they themselves would stop wanting to have contact with such a wanker, and they’d be old enough for you not to worry about babysitting etc, when they are all teenagers, they’d be spending weekends with friends here and there, going to festivals and carnivals with their friends, so all this would be in the past and you’d be OK, not having to rely on him taking the kids etc.

But I know what you mean, its sad when he uses his own kids like that.

Yea, I know. It is just so maddening to 1 - be doing this alone, and 2 - that I am never really alone, since his shadow is always looming. Even dating is a minefield because he flips out.

Anyway...my update on that little wanker, well it belongs in what makes me happy. So please head there to see my joy at his misfortune.

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Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
Reply #49 - September 26, 2011, 11:43 PM

When someone lies to me.

I know they think they are telling the truth, but I know they are lying, so I wish they wouldn't. It does actually depress me.

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Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
Reply #50 - September 26, 2011, 11:48 PM

When Berbs gets all paranoid.

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Reply #51 - September 27, 2011, 01:00 AM

The fact that I have the potential to do whatever I wish but it feels like I'm wasting it on silly things or not tapping into it in the first place.

Feeling like I don't belong to any particular group of people. I get that I'm allowed the freedom to create whatever persona I'd like, I just don't know where to begin.

Feeling like I don't relate to a lot of people in many social settings. Feels like I'm always the last to get in on the joke if I ever get in at all.

I can't think of anything that makes me depressed, thankfully enough.

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Reply #52 - September 27, 2011, 01:17 AM

all the self-hate and self-pity i have sometimes..

something else really private i'm not going to talk about. but it fucking sucks.

Rather be forgotten than remembered for giving in.
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Reply #53 - September 27, 2011, 02:32 AM

meh. no doubt i have issues but i think i mostly deal with them as well as i can.. and those i can't control, they stay in the background.

but i think they become more pronounced during hormonal times like this - the joys of being a woman.

so just ignore me right now guys.

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Reply #54 - September 27, 2011, 02:55 AM

"I'm standing here like an asshole holding my Charles Dickens"

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Reply #55 - September 27, 2011, 03:09 AM

Lawl. Your need to vent is justified regardless of whether your body has declared mutiny on you.

If you ever need to talk or whatever, I'm just a PM/text/call awayyyy~

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Re: What makes you sad or depressed?
Reply #56 - September 27, 2011, 06:53 AM

Quote from: Colonel Q-Daffi on September 26, 2011, 11:48 PM
When Berbs gets all paranoid.

Its not paranoia, its intuition.

I got this message last night from the guy I blew out all summer:

Quote
I hope you find a good man *****. i would have loved to have dated you and treated you like a princess. it would never have been all about the sex. more all about the smiles. when ive gone i wish nothin but happiness for you. you're an awsome woman and tho you don't even realise it you helped me thru a tuff time. i hope someone does the same for you. yer unique. have nuff love for you. nice one sista!!!!x

That's what he thinks though. Its not fact.

Depressed the hell out of me.

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Reply #57 - September 27, 2011, 07:48 AM

^Sounds like he is desperate and got pissed off

"I'm standing here like an asshole holding my Charles Dickens"

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Reply #58 - September 27, 2011, 07:54 AM

That's a pissed off message?

My intuition did not pick that up.

I thought it was a simple goodbye full of lame ass promises about treating me like a princess had I but just given him the chance.

yea right, like I'm ever gonna fall for that line again.

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Reply #59 - September 27, 2011, 08:04 AM

I thought he was pissed because i have had that experience years back, i let my dick think for me and i got desperate, so it seems like a typical reaction of how a guy would react with such statement "I have could have give your world and treat you like a queen blah blah". Some guys cant handle rejection.lol

"I'm standing here like an asshole holding my Charles Dickens"

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