Citalopram/Celexa and other things
Reply #55 - February 23, 2014, 02:37 PM
schizo- I am so sorry that you're having such a difficult time. If you don't mind a stranger's small advice:
As others have said, keep seeking extra opinions from your provider, or, if you can, seek secondary opinions from other physicians, especially if this one isn't doing it for you. My eldest sister was clinically depressed for many years to an extreme degree, and in order to get her to a better place, it took years of trying one prescription or combination or the other, and a whole collection of physicians. But, today, she is doing so well that it kind of makes the rest of us feel bad in comparison.
Don't force it if something you used to enjoy feels meaningless. Try to find something new that speaks to you in the moment. And, if you haven't stopped already, though, my best advice: stop debating Islam! That's going into the abyss; that depressed me even as a Muslim. Nowadays, if I'm going to get in a real deep debate about religion, it's like going to the town hall to do paperwork: I have to brace myself, prepare for my soul to be sucked out, be ready to be stuck there for hours, say some encouraging words in the mirror and then shuffle grimly into battle. It may not fix your problems to remove yourself from those encounters, but it should definitely provide a relief and help you heal faster.
Good luck and keep strong.