emo berbs will share some of her poetry. It's shit poetry, I post it mostly for the LULz these days since I'm less emo these days even on a bad day. *should be noted some of this emo shit is from the first half of last year and the years before that.
You are nothing,
You are no one,
You are worthless,
My mantra every night,
Every word inflicting damage,
Every word so wholly right.
You are fat,
You are stupid,
You are useless,
I drink with no reprieve,
I drown away the madness,
For the past and the pain, I grieve.
They are liars,
They are laughing,
They don’t want you,
And who would? I agree,
Why would someone want,
When I don’t even want me?
I am nothing,
I am no one,
I am worthless.
You just want to fuck, you know you do,
But you won’t say it like that, will you?
You’ll spin me fancy poetic lies,
When truth is love lives in your flies.
You’ll hold me close and name me friend,
When all the while, it’s all pretend.
A rolling tumble, in Marlowe’s field,
You’ll lie and lie to make me yield.
Then when your done, you’ll act confused,
But I will be left, discarded and used.
Your empty words, will linger inside,
With nothing to say, to assuage my pride.
I hope it offends, that I will say no,
Take your lame seed, hop to it and go.
I have far better things, to do with my time,
Than give you a chance, to commit that crime.
I have never felt emptier,
Nor my soul so dead,
My stomach is empty,
And my heart is lead.
My control does not falter,
Not even to taste,
The food you force on me,
The calories you waste.
Stop trying to feed me,
Stop pretending to care,
Stop showing horror,
As I lose all my hair.
You call me skinny,
But all I see is fat,
Skinny equals happy,
And I am not that.
I am hollow and empty,
I know my bones are on show,
But the emptiness feeds me,
Keeps me high, gives me glow.
Eating torments me,
Why can’t you see?
That to fade away to nothing,
Is what I want for me.
You give me medicine,
And tell me I’m ill,
You force it all on me,
The “life saving pills”
I put them in my mouth,
I pretend to swallow,
But this stomach stays empty,
And I remain hollow.
You tear your hair out,
And tell me to eat,
“Please just try this,
Just let your heart beat.”
But why would I do that?
I don’t want to try.
I just want to curl up here,
And starve till I die.
I’m empty, I’m aching,
I’ve just had enough,
I’m done even trying,
I was never that tough.
I'm not sure, I may have posted a few of these before, but years ago.
I used to dream of kisses,
And a love beneath the sky.
I used to believe in hope,
It was the only reason why.
I used to care for people,
I used to give them trust.
But now what I once gave,
Has rotted through with rust.
Replaced with disillusionment,
Replaced with bitter pain.
As I offered up my empty body,
To be used once again.
I simply requested a moment,
A second in which to smile.
A minute or two of tenderness,
That could last a little while.
A heart not afraid of living,
A glow upon my face.
A love to call my own,
And keep me in this place.
Do you not know my solitude,
Or the hurt I feel inside?
The tears that stain my face,
And the bruised and broken pride.
Was I someone so sadistic,
In a long forgotten life?
That the life I have right now,
Should be so full of strife?
I only asked to be happy,
To want to live each day.
Not sit and cry each second,
And wish my life away.
I try to harden my heart,
Just to fit into this place.
But the hurt that this has caused me,
My tears can not erase.
Used, abused, discarded,
My broken record of time.
The love that I have longed for,
Seems like such a crime.
You say “I’m watching over you”,
“Look to your lord, he cares”.
Yet when I ached so deep inside,
Lord knows, you were not there.
Your heavens are hollow and empty,
Halls bare to match my heart.
But we get up, keep going forward,
Because we always have to start.
Kicked down, get up, move forward,
The cycle keeps on going.
The suffering keeps coming,
And the pain keeps on flowing.
I used to dream of kisses,
And a love beneath the sky.
But foolish I will never be,
To dream of such a lie.
>.<
I must fight emo berbs, her return would be a nightmare.
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