Re: Death Penalty
Reply #121 - June 28, 2012, 08:01 PM
lynna, I have never been to one, a prison,
but I do have experience of my freedom being strip, I'm a suicide patients, here in my country it's deemed a crime, but as far as my memories goes I never harm anyone except myself physically,
emotionally, my parent, yeah they are hurt, I'm not denying that, I'm not trying to compare experience here,
I just want to say, I somewhat get the gist of when your freedom being strip from you, somewhat .. I do think of suicide when I'm there, its just won't work, being tied to a bed, given medication through injection, that's what stopping me, anyway, there's also severe cases there, rape, murder ect ..
not on the same ward though ..
I know my experiences is not the same as one in prison but I think I do know.. the agitation, anxiety, false hope, restless, the long hour, time pass too fecking slow, counting the day after day after day, thinking why you're there in the first place, what you're gonna do after you get out, trying to strike conversation with workers there, killing time, thinking you're better be dead or go crazy, warranting attention and sedation
and I do worried for you, now I know why workers there somewhat indifference towards its tenance, they're just defending themselves with a barriers of ignorance, resentful of being emotionally involved
but you lynna, you're different, you try to take the burden unto yourself, your maternal instinct is showing, it's not a bad thing, hell! I love you for that, showing concern for people,that majority doesn't concern with, just don't bottle it up, letting it eat you, you have family, children and it's a good thing if you write it here, do create a blog.
but I don't have the answer to those question, nor do religion, 'how to empty thy prison' precisely,
human in what ages, civilization do have prison, if there are no one, they will create one, prison and prisoner, that's human, lame
nor do religion give society relieve from criminal, there will be criminal,
I live in a religious country, there's still murder, rape, rape and murder, woman who protect their awrah being raped, children being rape murdered, stuff into bags, this all makes me mad, thinking all of this, it's never end, human suffering, except you end yourself, that's what partially in my mind, others than me want to find the truth, it's when I'm sick, depressed.
now, someone says religion here is not the true religion, dreaming of long past khilafah rule or something, it's just a dream, a past will never be a present nor a future, a different set of people, time, conditions, reality.
I have no solutions on this except by believing on human good natures, critical thinking, but I do know god won't intervenes nor society healed by themselves.
alas, I myself is in no condition too, I'm just an undernourished guy, deeply trouble by people who view himself as a crazies, out of norm, a cripple in society, a burden, I can't confirm with society, never will, because I believe I'm an ex-muslim.
as yeez first advice to me, "I must take care of myself first before taking care of others" or whatever something like that, it's easy to say, but hard to do, for me at least ..
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Topic: Death Penalty