Thats a big step
What changed your mind ? How do you feel?
yes its a big step and it really cannot be faked , once u lose the faith ,its Over..
And what helped me is a simple thing really, If God is supposed to be my creator ,so he is supposed to be the most who gets me , and understands what upsets,annoys me as a woman, But clearly he doesnot..
On the Other hand he seems to Understand men more,,fulfilling most of their needs if not all, both here and in the after life..! and It hit me! god must be a man fantasy..
also , i think there isnot any God at all considering the fucked up world we live in..They always say , look at How "perfect" this planet is! everything is just suitable for Life!..But what kind of life is that?
Form where i see it , i donot think its perfect at all , as long as there are ppl who die of hunger and illness and no god cares for them, so the planet is not perfect at all.
And i feel like i have lost my imaginary friend and just grew up lol
i gotta depend on my self now , not just hope that The great god will interfere and help me in his mysterious ways..
I pretty much had already, habibti
Thank Hank hassona