Could you seriously imagine standing before “Allah” on judgement day and having him come at you with some nonsense like that? “Well Kutta, I know that my book contained loads and loads of scientific flaws, historical inaccuracies, fairytale style foolishness, and lots of other internal contradictions…. And I know it could all come off as completely misogynistic, chauvinistic, sadistic, and down right absurd at times, you know, with all the talk about men being able to beat their wives and people in hell being burned and beaten for eternity and all that…I can see how that might seem a little off putting, but if you set all that crazy stuff aside, you should have noticed the MATHEMATICAL MIRACLES!! HOW COULD YOU MISS THAT?? Now go to hell, to abide therein eternally, roasting, burning, and screaming in agony for ever! Muhuhuwahahahahahahaha!”
That's a really good way to put it Mr Happy
I actually do sometimes think I might end up returning to Islam someday. Maybe this is really all just a "phase" and being a Muslim might actually be easier in the grand scheme of things. I sometimes think "I'm only 18. I could just be stupid and wrong about this, after all older and more intelligent people believe", that sorta thing. Like I have this attitude of "you're just a dumb kid" and you might see the light when you're older and smarter. That kinda scares me because I've reached a point where I don't want Islam to be true, lol.
If you did return, it'd be kinda sad. Most of us wouldn't try to hold you back too much because your happiness and mental well-being are the most important things: and if Islam does provides you with those things and more, then good luck to you... But if you value freedom and equality and open-mindedness and liberation and science and basic human decency to one another (as I think you do, from what little I’ve read of yours already), then please stick with us kid?
Besides, they may have their really clever people that make you personally feel insecure and immature about your beliefs, but I doubt very much if those clever, older people are even half as brave and as inquisitive as you have proven to be already, by walking away from Islam. And please try not to get too dazzled by their clever people? Remember, for each of their clever believers, there’s probably five brilliant people on this side. Just look at this forum; there can’t be too many Muslims out there that are much cleverer than the likes of Billy, Ishina, Prince Spinoza, Hassan, Allat, HappyMurtard and Yezeeveezeevee? If you need people to look up to, and I doubt you will need that for much longer judging by your obvious intelligence, then let these brilliantly perfected, statuesque stallions be your inspiration?
Anyways, forgive me if I patronised you: I’ve seen a few people return in my time, and you were starting to sound worryingly like one of them