What do you need exactly? Can you explain it?
Or maybe you don't know. Are you waiting for a feeling to happen in you or something? If so, that's your problem. I suggest finding a solution to that.
I don't know what
exactly would make me free but like numerous times before I've stated, I'm getting better. Now I see for example that Quran doesn't CLEARLY describe stars, sun, moon, earth etc. exactly like science has proved it to be. Now I can read the Quran myself without having every other passage saying to me: "This fits the science perfectly".
I have now studied the Quran much more independently and it doesn't haunt me like it used to. My overall knowledge is growing and I can much easier spot BS than before (though I don't necessarily have the strength to leave the BS in the closet).
What I would maybe declare as the thing to look for is this:
Grow in knowledge every day of how the dawahganda is nothing but lies, tricks and propaganda. Understanding all viewpoints of these "Miracle passages" and understand them better. See their meanings in arabic. I can much more surely say than before that when I finally understand Islam very much, I will know it's not from God. But knowing that one day I will be free is far from being actually free.
Other is obvious, unexplainable contradiction either within the Quran or then between Quran and science. I think evolution might be the key. I have now the link "29 proofs of macroevolution" given by Ishina on my other tab. If I, after reading those essays, see evolution as true, it might be the strongest single argument against Quran for me.
Ok, false with how many of its statements? Are you requiring that absolutely everything the Quran says must be demonstrably false?
No, not absolutely everything. I don't think it has to be demonstrably full of contradictions and wrong in every aspect to be manmade, not at all. What I still want to see is those miracle claims debunked for good. There are some miracle claims that I have came to see so clearly to be untrue and with some of the "stronger" ones I'm more confident on them having nothing special, but I'm not yet up there to say: "Quran describes flat earth, geocentricism, false embryology, false creation stories and much more"
If I don't come confident with these miracle claims being untrue, then I must look for another way to cope. But now the road looks bright, path wide and I feel like Quran taught flat earth geocentricism but some counter arguments don't let me be comftorable with those views and I need to study more.
I would like to see like 3 so obviously incorrect claims that they cannot be twisted out in any way. Not by "God knows best", not by "Everything's possible for God" or by "You just don't understand God's plan". Incorrect claims like Judas' death in the Bible.
I ask many stupid questions frequently.
I am curious, that's why I ask many questions.
I am overly curious, that's why I ask stupid questions.
I lack patience, that's why I ask frequently.
So forgive me and answer me