My dad eventually found pages of pages of my pornographic sketches stashed away under my bed and smacked me real hard. Actually, come to think of it that weird moment has always been this awkward thing drove a wedge between me and my dad.
that's gotta suck
my mother gave me a box of magazines to throw in the trash
about halfway to the dumpster I pulled one out
skin mags, everyone of them, I was like "like hell"
so I managed to sneak them back into the house and into my room
I hid them at the bottom of my toy box, and ogled regularly
well a few months later, my mother decided she was gonna thin out my toy collection
damned if she didn't find my stash, so I get home from school
for once, my stepfather was grinning, "I don't know what the fuck to do..."
my mother had a similar look on her face
well, my stash finally made it to the dumpster
I was nine