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  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #540 - May 06, 2008, 03:04 PM

    I just love the lyrics to this song, I have to see this band live.  dance

    Quote
    "Is It Any Wonder?"

    I, I always thought that I knew
    I'd always have the right to
    Be living in the kingdom of the good and true
    And so on, but now I think I was wrong
    And you were laughing along
    And now I look a fool for thinking you were on, my side

    Is it any wonder I'm tired?
    Is it any wonder that I feel uptight?
    Is it any wonder I don't know what's right?

    Sometimes
    It's hard to know where I stand
    It's hard to know where I am
    Well maybe it's a puzzle I don't understand
    But sometimes
    I get the feeling that I'm
    Stranded in the wrong time
    Where love is just a lyric in a children's rhyme, a sound bite

    Is it any wonder that I'm tired?
    Is it any wonder that I feel uptight?
    Is it any wonder I don't know what's right?
    Oh, these days, after all the misery made
    Is it any wonder that I feel afraid?
    Is it any wonder that I feel betrayed?

    Nothing left beside this old cathedral
    Just the sad lonely spires
    How do you make it right

    Oh, but you try
    Is it any wonder I'm tired?
    Is it any wonder that I feel uptight?
    Is it any wonder I don't know what's right?
    Oh, these days, after all the misery made
    Is it any wonder that I feel afraid?
    Is it any wonder that I feel betrayed?

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ucODEFzaVpY


    I am rocking to this song. Ozonedance

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #541 - May 06, 2008, 04:34 PM

    My favs:

    http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=_Wr50NZIB1g (also my fav rock band by far)


    http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=GErQWeR8CXI (great song for atheists (the last verse anyway))




  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #542 - May 06, 2008, 05:41 PM

    My favourite linkin park track is a toss up between these two:

    Quote
    From the inside - Linkin Park

    "From The Inside"

    I don’t know who to trust no surprise
    (Everyone feels so far away from me)
    Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
    (Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
    (Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
    (All I ever think about is this)
    (All the tiring time between)
    (And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

    [Chorus]
    Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
    Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

    Tension is building inside steadily
    (Everyone feels so far away from me)
    Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
    (Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
    (Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
    (All I ever think about is this)
    (All the tiring time between)
    (And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

    [Chorus]
    Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
    Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

    I won’t waste myself on you
    You
    You
    Waste myself on you
    You
    You

    I’ll take everything from the inside and throw it all away
    Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

    Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
    Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
    You
    You


    or

    Quote
    Crawling - Linkin Park

    Crawling in my skin
    These wounds they will not heal
    Fear is how I fall
    Confusing what is real

    There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
    Consuming/confusing
    This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
    Controlling/I can't seem

    [Bridge:]
    To find myself again
    My walls are closing in
    (without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
    I've felt this way before
    So insecure

    [Chorus]

    Discomfort,endlessly has pulled itself upon me
    Distracting/reacting
    Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
    It's haunting how I can't seem...

    [Bridge]

    [Chorus]

    [Chorus]


    I think maybe crawling is the top one, plus she has got to be the most attractive girl I've seen on a music vid.  dance


    Although that one you posted is in my top ten linkin park tracks lol


    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #543 - May 06, 2008, 05:42 PM

    I go a bit nuts when they play some linkin park tracks when I'm out  Cheesy, I just get to scream with them, it's awesome.

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #544 - May 06, 2008, 05:52 PM

    Ok this one could beat crawling for me, in the lyrics department:

    Quote
    "Somewhere I Belong"

    (When this began)
    I had nothing to say
    And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
    (I was confused)
    And I let it all out to find
    That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
    (Inside of me)
    But all the vacancy the words revealed
    Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
    (Nothing to lose)
    Just stuck/ hollow and alone
    And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

    [Chorus]
    I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
    I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
    (Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
    I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
    I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
    Somewhere I belong

    And I’ve got nothing to say
    I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
    (I was confused)
    Looking everywhere only to find
    That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
    (So what am I)
    What do I have but negativity
    ’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
    (Nothing to lose)
    Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone
    And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

    [Repeat Chorus]

    I will never know myself until I do this on my own
    And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
    I will never be anything till I break away from me
    I will break away, I'll find myself today


    [Repeat Chorus]

    I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
    I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
    Somewhere I belong

    Somewhere I belong


    So fucking true.

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #545 - May 06, 2008, 07:18 PM

    I like Crawling too... Thats nice. I only listen to Black Lab and Linkin Park any other rock is not gangsta enough for my taste... Oh.. Oh yeah I was meant to show you this track... Get high and listen to this track by Nas:

    http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=IZd927xqjoo

    the other linkin park track I like is: http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=74ybviBKk0o
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #546 - May 06, 2008, 07:27 PM

    I like Crawling too... Thats nice. I only listen to Black Lab and Linkin Park any other rock is not gangsta enough for my taste... Oh.. Oh yeah I was meant to show you this track... Get high and listen to this track by Nas:

    http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=IZd927xqjoo

    the other linkin park track I like is: http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=74ybviBKk0o


    Na uh lol this is a joke getting high tune http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bcLEDA16Zww 

    This was the only song I liked of Nas, back when I actually used to listen to that music. (many many many years ago lol)

    http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=nMn2cCBwH18

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #547 - May 06, 2008, 07:35 PM

    Oh yeah If I ruled the world, good track... Oh man your really old school. I was like 14 then... When I was 14 my fav track was Insomnia by faithless.

    http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=JOy5LOsV6Vs (mad shit reminds me of when I was 15 - 17. SHIT CRAZY I even remember the lyrics) lol
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #548 - May 06, 2008, 07:43 PM

    Oh yeah If I ruled the world, good track... Oh man your really old school. I was like 14 then... When I was 14 my fav track was Insomnia by faithless.

    http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=JOy5LOsV6Vs (mad shit reminds me of when I was 15 - 17. SHIT CRAZY I even remember the lyrics) lol


    Hmm is that a hint at your real age lol I was about 18/19 when I had that album.   Wink That was about.......oh good lord do I even need to say it......I'm old.  Cheesy

    It was one of the albums my ex smashed. Roll Eyes

    He got all my albums that I used to collect and put them in piles on the floor and started jumping up and down on them, smashing them, I'm looking at him like he is a nutter thinking wtf wacko , next thing my system gets picked up and thrown out of the window, next all the movies with any black male actors.  What a fun day that was.  Roll Eyes  because of course a good muslim woman doesn't listen to music, or watch sexy men actors, which was why he said he did it.

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #549 - May 06, 2008, 07:50 PM

    Oh yeah If I ruled the world, good track... Oh man your really old school. I was like 14 then... When I was 14 my fav track was Insomnia by faithless.

    http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=JOy5LOsV6Vs (mad shit reminds me of when I was 15 - 17. SHIT CRAZY I even remember the lyrics) lol


    Hmm is that a hint at your real age lol I was about 18/19 when I had that album.   Wink That was about.......oh good lord do I even need to say it......I'm old.  Cheesy

    It was one of the albums my ex smashed. Roll Eyes

    He got all my albums that I used to collect and put them in piles on the floor and started jumping up and down on them, smashing them, I'm looking at him like he is a nutter thinking wtf wacko , next thing my system gets picked up and thrown out of the window, next all the movies with any black male actors.  What a fun day that was.  Roll Eyes  because of course a good muslim woman doesn't listen to music, or watch sexy men actors, which was why he said he did it.


    I don't blame him... I feel like doing that too all my wifes DVDs of Salman Khan!

    But yeah how old was I let me check the date, yeah I was 13... the Album was released in 1996. 12 years ago... fucking hell time goes fast.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #550 - May 06, 2008, 07:54 PM

    HOw can you be 18-19... So when I was 13... you would have been 18 (if your 30 now) which is interesting... If we met we could have been married to each other you never know.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #551 - May 06, 2008, 07:54 PM

    Why the jealous streak about this salman khan?

    I mean come on, what's the true odds she would even get a chance to cheat on you with him? 001_tongue lol

    I mean where is the difference between me watching a will smith movie and my ex reading max power magazines?  Cheesy (if you've looked in max power, you'll know what I mean)

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #552 - May 06, 2008, 07:56 PM

    HOw can you be 18-19... So when I was 13... you would have been 18 (if your 30 now) which is interesting... If we met we could have been married to each other you never know.


    Yeah, I was just doing the math, it's odd but it adds up.  I met my ex in 1997, a year after that album was released, so I was older than I initially stated.

    Lol I still would have been too old for you, plus toy boys put me off, what can a toy boy teach me that I don't already know?  whistling2

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #553 - May 06, 2008, 07:58 PM

    Why the jealous streak about this salman khan?

    I mean come on, what's the true odds she would even get a chance to cheat on you with him? 001_tongue lol

    I mean where is the difference between me watching a will smith movie and my ex reading max power magazines?  Cheesy (if you've looked in max power, you'll know what I mean)


    Yeah I know what your saying... But guys imagine about those chicks while having sex with you... So I wouldn't want my wife imaging about Salman Khan while having sex with me. I don't know...
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #554 - May 06, 2008, 07:58 PM

    Hiya Berb,

    Speaking of music, have you ever heard of James Labrie?


    I have been listening to him often lately. I like the sound and the lyrics. Although from the sound of it you listen to more nu-metal type stuff. I more old school metal myself.


    Undecided.
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9GR76kCJXW8

    Seems that we've lost our innocence
    The pulpit the teachers
    Have warned us

    Blindly accepting
    Their words as truth
    And taking advantage of our trust

    Don't expect an answer
    Can't help that you're suspicious
    Something is missing
    So you can't decide
    But you're letting them guide you

    How can you listen
    These empty words
    In their messages meanings
    Where's the beginning
    If there's no end
    Seems you're undecided

    Fancy dress
    Contrived rhetoric speech
    The unlettered masses conforming
    Rank and file members
    Fearing change
    But questioned their own faith
    This morning

    Don't expect an answer
    Can't help that you're suspicious
    Something is missing
    Still you can't decide
    But you're letting them guide you

    How can we listen
    These empty words
    In their messages meanings
    Where's the beginning
    If there's no end
    Seems we're undecided

    And those that will listen
    They see their world
    In these messages meanings
    But I can't accept this as proof
    I know
    Neither one's provided




    I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I remain.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #555 - May 06, 2008, 08:00 PM

    HOw can you be 18-19... So when I was 13... you would have been 18 (if your 30 now) which is interesting... If we met we could have been married to each other you never know.


    Yeah, I was just doing the math, it's odd but it adds up.  I met my ex in 1997, a year after that album was released, so I was older than I initially stated.

    Lol I still would have been too old for you, plus toy boys put me off, what can a toy boy teach me that I don't already know?  whistling2


    We would have been both teenager then though... How strange's that... It also means I had sex round about the same time you had it... I was 14 when I had sex for the first time. Where did you live? back then if you don't mind me asking... 
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #556 - May 06, 2008, 08:06 PM



    Yeah I know what your saying... But guys imagine about those chicks while having sex with you... So I wouldn't want my wife imaging about Salman Khan while having sex with me. I don't know...


    They do?  Shocked

    I don't think you can say guys do this or girls do that, I think it's personality types.  I personally have tried to imagine someone else whilst having sex with my ex, but it's too difficult.  If I am having sex with you, it's you I am looking at, you I am connected to at that moment.  Even my fantasies don't have faces, or anything, if I get a picture at all.  It's more like fantasies about sensations than about people.

    I know one guy who says it's like that for him too, that he doesn't actually imagine another woman, just glimpses of erotic imagery but with a faceless person.


    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #557 - May 06, 2008, 08:07 PM

    Hiya Berb,

    Speaking of music, have you ever heard of James Labrie?


    I have been listening to him often lately. I like the sound and the lyrics. Although from the sound of it you listen to more nu-metal type stuff. I more old school metal myself.


    Undecided.
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9GR76kCJXW8



    Oh wow, I LOVE this, added to my favourites now.  dance  I actually listen to alot of types of rock, the angrier the better, need to soothe the savage beast by releasing it occasionally.  Punk

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #558 - May 06, 2008, 08:09 PM



    We would have been both teenager then though... How strange's that... It also means I had sex round about the same time you had it... I was 14 when I had sex for the first time. Where did you live? back then if you don't mind me asking... 


    I would prefer not to say KT, nothing personal.  Smiley


    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #559 - May 06, 2008, 08:13 PM

    Hiya Berb,

    Speaking of music, have you ever heard of James Labrie?


    I have been listening to him often lately. I like the sound and the lyrics. Although from the sound of it you listen to more nu-metal type stuff. I more old school metal myself.


    Undecided.
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9GR76kCJXW8



    Oh wow, I LOVE this, added to my favourites now.  dance  I actually listen to alot of types of rock, the angrier the better, need to soothe the savage beast by releasing it occasionally.  Punk


    Glad you like it, there is more where that came from. He is a member of one of my all time favorite bands Dream Theater. Afro

    I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I remain.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #560 - May 06, 2008, 08:15 PM



    Yeah I know what your saying... But guys imagine about those chicks while having sex with you... So I wouldn't want my wife imaging about Salman Khan while having sex with me. I don't know...


    They do?  Shocked

    I don't think you can say guys do this or girls do that, I think it's personality types.  I personally have tried to imagine someone else whilst having sex with my ex, but it's too difficult.  If I am having sex with you, it's you I am looking at, you I am connected to at that moment.  Even my fantasies don't have faces, or anything, if I get a picture at all.  It's more like fantasies about sensations than about people.

    I know one guy who says it's like that for him too, that he doesn't actually imagine another woman, just glimpses of erotic imagery but with a faceless person.




    I completely imagine other women or I can't orgasm... I can but its hard. Its not that my wife's ugly or anything... Sometimes I just want her to wear a niqaab it so turns me on when am having sex with her like that only being able to her he eyes... I can imagine her to be any woman I want. Its like potentially you can have sex with that hot woman down the street but in your mind... 

  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #561 - May 06, 2008, 08:18 PM

    Why don't you ask her to wear a veil in bed for some fun?  better hope she doesn't react like I did initially when my ex asked about it.  Cheesy  "Eeeew you pervert, that's fucking disgusting, you are sexualising an Islamic garb that is about modesty"  Cheesy 

    Don't know why but at the time I couldn't see past the religious purity of it, and how wrong it was to use it sexually.  I am so over that attitude now though.  Roll Eyes

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #562 - May 06, 2008, 08:23 PM

    Why don't you ask her to wear a veil in bed for some fun?  better hope she doesn't react like I did initially when my ex asked about it.  Cheesy  "Eeeew you pervert, that's fucking disgusting, you are sexualising an Islamic garb that is about modesty"  Cheesy 

    Don't know why but at the time I couldn't see past the religious purity of it, and how wrong it was to use it sexually.  I am so over that attitude now though.  Roll Eyes


    My wife aalready knows... She teases me about it sometimes... And even gets mad like when were driving around and am looking a women in niqaab. Its so sexy though I really find it very sexy... Hence why I think some Muslims also find it sexy and prefer their wife's to wear it. She has wore it in bed for me too.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #563 - May 06, 2008, 08:27 PM

    I still don't get why you have to imagine someone else in order to have an orgasm though, I would find that pretty offensive.  I mean that puts the woman on a level with a wank, just a means to an end, whilst your imagination fills in the blanks.  May aswell use handrea.

    I like to know it's all about me when I'm having sex.

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #564 - May 06, 2008, 08:43 PM

    I still don't get why you have to imagine someone else in order to have an orgasm though, I would find that pretty offensive.  I mean that puts the woman on a level with a wank, just a means to an end, whilst your imagination fills in the blanks.  May aswell use handrea.

    I like to know it's all about me when I'm having sex.


    Well yeah... I really its just like that to me... In fact I have to tell my wife to shut up... And that's been the same with ever girl I've had sex with apart from one... Its maybe cos am bisexual or just plain gay!? I do also have sex to give pleasure to my wife too... Its not always about me... but I do prefer it... I want her to walk on me, but don't have the balls to say it to her. I guess I just need mistress.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #565 - May 06, 2008, 08:45 PM

    Although you knows whats interesting... When my wife stayed in Bham for 2 days and I was alone I had to settle for a wank, and I imagined about having sex with my wife, while having a wank... but when am actually having sex with my wife I like to imagine she is another strange woman.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #566 - May 07, 2008, 01:52 PM

    Oh yeah If I ruled the world, good track... Oh man your really old school. I was like 14 then... When I was 14 my fav track was Insomnia by faithless.

    http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=JOy5LOsV6Vs (mad shit reminds me of when I was 15 - 17. SHIT CRAZY I even remember the lyrics) lol


    Hmm is that a hint at your real age lol I was about 18/19 when I had that album.   Wink That was about.......oh good lord do I even need to say it......I'm old.  Cheesy

    It was one of the albums my ex smashed. Roll Eyes

    He got all my albums that I used to collect and put them in piles on the floor and started jumping up and down on them, smashing them, I'm looking at him like he is a nutter thinking wtf wacko , next thing my system gets picked up and thrown out of the window, next all the movies with any black male actors.  What a fun day that was.  Roll Eyes  


    how did you retaliate when he used to do such things.

    "When one bright intellect meets another bright intellect, the light increases and the Way becomes clear -- Rumi
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #567 - May 07, 2008, 03:07 PM



    how did you retaliate when he used to do such things.


    I didn't retaliate on that occasion, and any retaliation was always instant if it happened on my part, there was never any "getting my own back" revenge once the initial outburst of his was done.

    On that occasion I was just saying stuff like "what is wrong with you" "calm down" "don't do that" please please please don't smash my stuff, etc etc.  pretty pathetic when I look back on it, but it all seemed so crazy at the time.  wacko




    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #568 - May 07, 2008, 03:29 PM

    Berbs, I would have said the same things... Now am starting to think maybe I am an INFP. Do you think? the first time I ever did it I got INFP.

    naa can't be though am too cool to be an INFP......
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #569 - May 07, 2008, 03:32 PM



    naa can't be though am not cool enough to be an INFP......




    Lmao

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