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  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #600 - May 07, 2008, 07:24 PM


    Sure it is, I'm dead seksy...people throw goodies at me.  Wink


    You are still young Grasshopper...

    And ahead of the game from my point of view, at your age I still had my head up my ass about what was important in life. (pretty picture eh?)

     grin12


     Cheesy

     Yeah, I just get these moments where I need to Snap out of it, and be patient, because with age comes wisdom and I am certainly aging at a rapid rate.  Wink



    Don't feel bad, my beard is almost(or so it seems) completely gray.  Smiley


    Ok, tonights plan is to have a lovely bubble bath and wash todays stress out of my hair, snuggle in my pyjamas and my blanket with a nice cup of vanilla hot chocolate, and the entire season 2 of the 4400 series.  dance  I'm so excited, what a thrilling ride my life can be at times.  Ozonedance


    Pictures, or it didn't happen.  whistling2

    I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I remain.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #601 - May 07, 2008, 07:26 PM




    Don't feel bad, my beard is almost(or so it seems) completely gray.  Smiley


    If my beard ever went grey I would kill myself lol but that would be because I had a beard in the first place  Shocked, it just wouldn't look right with my heels.  Cheesy

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #602 - May 07, 2008, 07:28 PM




    Don't feel bad, my beard is almost(or so it seems) completely gray.  Smiley


    If my beard ever went grey I would kill myself lol but that would be because I had a beard in the first place  Shocked, it just wouldn't look right with my heels.  Cheesy




    Um...if you had a beard...I would probably be run away screaming. dance

    I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I remain.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #603 - May 07, 2008, 07:31 PM

    Ok, tonights plan is to have a lovely bubble bath and wash todays stress out of my hair, snuggle in my pyjamas and my blanket with a nice cup of vanilla hot chocolate, and the entire season 2 of the 4400 series.  dance  I'm so excited, what a thrilling ride my life can be at times.  Ozonedance


    Which I'm off to start now  banana dance lol see y'all on the morrow, or maybe even sporadically during the evening.  dance

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: What is up with the gym?
     Reply #604 - May 08, 2008, 10:54 AM

    I am confused, why does going to the gym make me so low after?  I thought exercise was supposed to help with depression, and the first few times I went I did actually leave there feeling high and happy.

    However everytime since has been a case of me finishing my workout (trying to ignore everyone) and stepping outside only to feel a drop, a sinking feeling where I have actually felt really tearful.  I don't get why I want to cry when I leave the gym, it's become quite regular and is beginning to put me off going because of the emotional wreck I seem to be when I leave.

    I have even gone in, in a good mood, been fine whilst exercising, but just sinking within moments of leaving, honestly it happens so rapidly.  I have actually got home and started crying  Shocked, WTF is up with that?

    It makes no sense, anyone ever hear of something like this before?


    Hard work, it seems you made going to the gym a chore as opposed to going there to enjoy yourself...
  • Re: What is up with the gym?
     Reply #605 - May 08, 2008, 10:57 AM



    Hard work, it seems you made going to the gym a chore as opposed to going there to enjoy yourself...


    What do you mean?  sometimes it feels like a chore, won't lie, but that's because I'm feeling the burn Grin

    Nah, I'm convinced it is as dio and biaxident said, it's the medication, I need to settle on these new ones or be weaned off all together, and then the gym may release those happy feelings again.

    Either way I'm not going to give up.

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #606 - May 08, 2008, 11:00 AM

    How crazy is this thinking, I honestly know it's just sex I would want off of him because I'm already doing him in my head  Lmao, but I also don't want to be someone who just sleeps around because I'm still sort of old fashioned.  Meh.  wacko


    Yep, I love fucking pent-up sexual frustration out of MILFs. Just cuz their moms doesn't mean that they don't need a spark in their love life. If they've ever breastfed,they have really responsive nipples and a core of erectile tissue in their breasts. The ones in good shape have worked at regaining control over their vaginas (Kegel exercises).
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #607 - May 08, 2008, 11:03 AM



    Yep, I love fucking pent-up sexual frustration out of MILFs. Just cuz their moms doesn't mean that they don't need a spark in their love life. If they've ever breastfed,they have really responsive nipples and a core of erectile tissue in their breasts. The ones in good shape have worked at regaining control over their vaginas (Kegel exercises).


     Roll Eyes Ok, not that I think you have had any milfs lol 001_tongue

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #608 - May 08, 2008, 11:12 AM



    Yep, I love fucking pent-up sexual frustration out of MILFs. Just cuz their moms doesn't mean that they don't need a spark in their love life. If they've ever breastfed,they have really responsive nipples and a core of erectile tissue in their breasts. The ones in good shape have worked at regaining control over their vaginas (Kegel exercises).


     Roll Eyes Ok, not that I think you have had any milfs lol 001_tongue


    You can pick 100s up from Tescos on a Tuesday... Kids at school husband at work sexually frustrated woman dressed nicely a PRIME target.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #609 - May 08, 2008, 11:14 AM

     Cheesy You have been watching and reading far too much porn Tut.

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #610 - May 08, 2008, 11:34 AM

    Cheesy You have been watching and reading far too much porn Tut.


    No, I am a good looking guy. I know most women would want to have sex with me, as if  I was a woman I would want to have sex with me.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #611 - May 08, 2008, 11:37 AM

    Cheesy You have been watching and reading far too much porn Tut.


    No, I am a good looking guy. I know most women would want to have sex with me, as if  I was a woman I would want to have sex with me.


    No, that's just your narcissism talking lol  Cheesy

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #612 - May 09, 2008, 08:09 AM

    HOw can you be 18-19... So when I was 13... you would have been 18 (if your 30 now) which is interesting... If we met we could have been married to each other you never know.


    Yeah, I was just doing the math, it's odd but it adds up.  I met my ex in 1997, a year after that album was released, so I was older than I initially stated.

    Lol I still would have been too old for you, plus toy boys put me off, what can a toy boy teach me that I don't already know?  whistling2


    That all depends on what you do know Wink

    Ha Ha.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #613 - May 09, 2008, 08:46 AM



    That all depends on what you do know Wink


    Or on what the toy boy knows lol either way I know a little more than I should do.  Shocked

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #614 - May 09, 2008, 10:18 AM

    How crazy is this thinking, I honestly know it's just sex I would want off of him because I'm already doing him in my head  Lmao, but I also don't want to be someone who just sleeps around because I'm still sort of old fashioned.  Meh.  wacko


    Yep, I love fucking pent-up sexual frustration out of MILFs. Just cuz their moms doesn't mean that they don't need a spark in their love life. If they've ever breastfed,they have really responsive nipples and a core of erectile tissue in their breasts. The ones in good shape have worked at regaining control over their vaginas (Kegel exercises).

    So let me guess. The reason you're obsessed with getting a woman to suck on your  whistling2 is because you're hoping it'll help you develop a core of erectile tissue?

    Devious, treacherous, murderous, neanderthal, sub-human of the West. bunny
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #615 - May 09, 2008, 11:58 AM

    How crazy is this thinking, I honestly know it's just sex I would want off of him because I'm already doing him in my head  Lmao, but I also don't want to be someone who just sleeps around because I'm still sort of old fashioned.  Meh.  wacko


    Yep, I love fucking pent-up sexual frustration out of MILFs. Just cuz their moms doesn't mean that they don't need a spark in their love life. If they've ever breastfed,they have really responsive nipples and a core of erectile tissue in their breasts. The ones in good shape have worked at regaining control over their vaginas (Kegel exercises).

    So let me guess. The reason you're obsessed with getting a woman to suck on your  whistling2 is because you're hoping it'll help you develop a core of erectile tissue?


    Thats the general idea.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #616 - May 13, 2008, 10:56 AM

    Right, it is time to start the formal complaints procedure about my firm of solictors.  About a week and a half ago I received a letter from my solictor implying that I have not been attanding appointments arranged by the courts, and for this my solicitors were threatening to stop representing me.  The nerve of them is shocking considering it was thanks to them that I missed the appointments.  They actually sent the list of appointments out to me too late to attend 2 of them, and when I tried time and time again to contact my solicitors they didn't get back to me and the furthest I get is the secretary.

    So last week I sent out a letter pointing out that it was them who mseesed it all up and not me, do you think I've heard a word back from them?  not at all, I try to phone, I get told that he will get back to me and then no one gets back to me.

    I have found a new firm of solictors who are prepared to take on the case, I'm going to meet with them next week, the new solicitor in question says she has dealt with ex muslim cases before  Shocked, and was very understanding.

    I just don't want to leave without making a formal complaint, and taking it further if I have to.  Thanks to my current solicitors so many things have gone wrong in this case, I have been unprepared many times for the opposing sides claims and because of it I am still fighting now rather than having won.  finmad

    They think legal aid means do a shoddy job which is so wrong, I mean they still get paid it just comes from elsewhere so why do such a crap job?


    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #617 - May 13, 2008, 11:29 AM

    My cat just attacked me for smelling like another cat  finmad, or at least I think that's why she attacked me, I now have 4 plasters on my hand.  wacko

    My back door was open and this most beautiful cat I always see around came into our house, there was some hissing between the two  Shocked, it was like instant hatred on both their parts.  So the beautiful black cat runs out of the house, I go to reassure my cat and she frigging attacked me. sad

    Pussy is lethal.  wacko

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #618 - May 13, 2008, 01:01 PM

    My cat just attacked me for smelling like another cat  finmad, or at least I think that's why she attacked me, I now have 4 plasters on my hand.  wacko

    My back door was open and this most beautiful cat I always see around came into our house, there was some hissing between the two  Shocked, it was like instant hatred on both their parts.  So the beautiful black cat runs out of the house, I go to reassure my cat and she frigging attacked me. sad

    Pussy is lethal.  wacko


    Ouch!

    Naughty cat!
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #619 - May 13, 2008, 01:42 PM

    Nah, kitty was just wound up from the newcomer, and you stuck your hand at her, so she took out the stress on you. If the first thing in her way would have been a scratching post, she would have torn that up instead.

    This is why I make sure all the strays and ferals I take care of, meet each other, less stress. It cuts down on the antiseptic bills.  grin12


    I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I remain.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #620 - May 13, 2008, 03:14 PM

    Berbs,

    I suggest that you send a letter (one they must sign for receipt) informing them that you have chosen a new solicitor because of their incompetence.  I would then list all examples of how they have failed you in this case due to incompetence on their part.  Send an email to this effect as well and keep all records of your correspondence. 

    This may be a help to you as you continue with your case and turn it over to the new solicitor.  It shows a clear record of your complaints, and they can't say that they did not get your calls.  It also records how they are the responsible party and not yourself.  This could be pertinent in the future and may protect you from "he said she said" defense.  So, if you have made the definite decision to do the switch, do not hold back in the letter.  Wink

    I hope this new solicitor does a thorough job. 

    Best,

    Serquet

    Mohammed ordered Kinana b. al Rabi' to be gruesomely tortured and then decapitated.  The 'prophet' then 'married' Kinana's wife, Safiyya.  He had her husband, her father and her people killed.  

    Sirat Rasul Allah by Ibn Ishaq 

    Mohammed was a rapist and a murderer.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #621 - May 13, 2008, 05:17 PM

    Nah, kitty was just wound up from the newcomer, and you stuck your hand at her, so she took out the stress on you. If the first thing in her way would have been a scratching post, she would have torn that up instead.

    This is why I make sure all the strays and ferals I take care of, meet each other, less stress. It cuts down on the antiseptic bills.  grin12




    She actually just clawed up my eldest son about ten minute ago, he was stroking the black cat outside whilst talking with the neighbours son, came inside, went to stroke her and she went nuts again.

    It's so strange.

    I'm actually even more nervous about letting her out in the wide world once she is spayed, she will be getting into fights and stuff, and that pussy police will be knocking on my door tellng me she's been arrested.  Cheesy

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #622 - May 13, 2008, 05:20 PM

    Berbs,

    I suggest that you send a letter (one they must sign for receipt) informing them that you have chosen a new solicitor because of their incompetence.  I would then list all examples of how they have failed you in this case due to incompetence on their part.  Send an email to this effect as well and keep all records of your correspondence. 

    This may be a help to you as you continue with your case and turn it over to the new solicitor.  It shows a clear record of your complaints, and they can't say that they did not get your calls.  It also records how they are the responsible party and not yourself.  This could be pertinent in the future and may protect you from "he said she said" defense.  So, if you have made the definite decision to do the switch, do not hold back in the letter.  Wink

    I hope this new solicitor does a thorough job. 

    Best,

    Serquet


    Yes, I'm going to write up another letter today, one of complaint, and send it via recorded delivery.  If I don't get a response then I'm taking it to the legal complaints service.  I saw a cafcass officer today and had to show her the letter proving that it's my solicitors fault that I missed the two appointments and she was not impressed at all.

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • CAFCASS is dhimmi?
     Reply #623 - May 13, 2008, 05:26 PM

    So I'm at my meeting with the CAFCASS officer today, and once again trying to get her to take my fears into consideration.

    I tell her that having him in the background of my life, always there with access is crippling me with fear and that I feel I will never be safe or free to live my life.

    I tell her that everything I do or don't do with my kids, I am always worried about the repurcussions with my ex, that if I give them a ham sandwich for lunch I panic about what will happen when my ex finally finds out, and do you know what she said?  "Isn't that needlessly provoking the situation though, I mean there are many other meats to feed your kids so you don't actually have to give them pork, it almost sounds as if you are doing it as if to prove a point"  Shocked

    I said "What point, you mean the point that I am a free person who has the right to feed her children what she wants, and that I shouldn't have to fear repurcussions" "The point that he can't control me anymore, are you saying I shoud be controlled by fear"

    Can you believe it?

    She even said "This is england, not a muslim country, I don't understand your fear"  finmad

    I am so frustrated by her blindness, since it was her blindness that said the past violence should not be a barrier to access.  finmad

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #624 - May 13, 2008, 05:36 PM

    Quote
    So I'm at my meeting with the CAFCASS officer today, and once again trying to get her to take my fears into consideration.


    Only one letter away from CARCASS. Is that a deliberate choice?


     Cheesy Tempted as I am to phone her up and say that (like all the wonderful things we realise we could have said once the arguement is done lol) I don't think my sarcastic side would impress her much.

    I only hope that she took in at least some of what I was saying.

    She even dismissed the medical assessment of my sons ODD, by saying "Woah, woah, let's not be so hasty to add a label, after all there are many prominant child experts who say there is no such thing"  Roll Eyes

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #625 - May 13, 2008, 05:50 PM

    Nah, kitty was just wound up from the newcomer, and you stuck your hand at her, so she took out the stress on you. If the first thing in her way would have been a scratching post, she would have torn that up instead.

    This is why I make sure all the strays and ferals I take care of, meet each other, less stress. It cuts down on the antiseptic bills.  grin12




    She actually just clawed up my eldest son about ten minute ago, he was stroking the black cat outside whilst talking with the neighbours son, came inside, went to stroke her and she went nuts again.

    It's so strange.

    I'm actually even more nervous about letting her out in the wide world once she is spayed, she will be getting into fights and stuff, and that pussy police will be knocking on my door tellng me she's been arrested.  Cheesy


    Hehehe...

    You'll notice it only happens when she sees, or smells, the other cat. Your home is her home, and unless she starts getting used to the other cat, you are going to have it happen quite a bit more. She is defending her den from a threat.

    And personally my indoor cats stay indoors, unless they are on their leash with me. To many violent pit bulls whose owners let them run amok. The strays and ferals know what to do when a dog runs at them. My indoor male Sterling is large enough to eat a Chihuahua, and he keeps our pit bull mix in line. But a pit bull who is a known, psychotic, cat killer, is a tad much.   Smiley

    P.S. I always have the cats meet through a screen door first, and let them growl and caterwaul, and whatnot for a bit, then close the main door. And do it every day, pretty soon they are looking to see each other.

    I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I remain.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #626 - May 13, 2008, 06:09 PM



    Hehehe...

    You'll notice it only happens when she sees, or smells, the other cat. Your home is her home, and unless she starts getting used to the other cat, you are going to have it happen quite a bit more. She is defending her den from a threat.


    I think I'm finally accepting that lol but the black cat is beyond beautiful, they are not stray, they belong to the beighbour a few doors down, there are two of them, big fluffy black cats with regal faces, it will be hard to resist the temptation not to stroke them anymore. Cheesy

    Quote
    And personally my indoor cats stay indoors, unless they are on their leash with me. To many violent pit bulls whose owners let them run amok. The strays and ferals know what to do when a dog runs at them. My indoor male Sterling is large enough to eat a Chihuahua, and he keeps our pit bull mix in line. But a pit bull who is a known, psychotic, cat killer, is a tad much.   Smiley

    P.S. I always have the cats meet through a screen door first, and let them growl and caterwaul, and whatnot for a bit, then close the main door. And do it every day, pretty soon they are looking to see each other.


    The vet actually looked at me like I was evil incarnate when i said I wasn't sure if she would be an outdoor cat, like I was a jail warder  Shocked.  It's just back when I was a child, before my father became more religious, he bought me and my sister a kitten each, and one day they never came back.  The garden had been cemented fresh the day they left, and for my entire childhood their footprints were still imprinted on the floor sad so obviously I am afraid of losing her too.

    However I haven't seen any stray dogs in this area and I have been here for 4yrs now.  There are plenty of foxes though.

    I also don't have a screen door, so I can't do what actually sounds like a great plan  finmad.


    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #627 - May 13, 2008, 06:14 PM

    Quote
    I think I'm finally accepting that lol but the black cat is beyond beautiful,


    Lol, you're looking at other cats. Naturally, she's jealous.

    Islam: where idiots meet terrorists.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #628 - May 13, 2008, 06:16 PM

    Quote
    I think I'm finally accepting that lol but the black cat is beyond beautiful,


    Lol, you're looking at other cats. Naturally, she's jealous.


    I'm just not a monogomous pet owner, she will have to learn to deal with it, I'm actually looking for a puppy at the moment.  Cheesy

    Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.
  • Re: Berbs Blog, much madness within
     Reply #629 - May 13, 2008, 06:20 PM

    Maybe a screened window at ground level?

    And yeah, I know how you feel about losing your cats outside. Which is why Sterling wears a harness and leash if he feels like going out that badly.

    I'm more worried about coyotes, and pit bulls, than foxes, though we have plenty. Most of the cats around could give a fox a run for their money. But the coyotes will eat anything, and as I said, the loose pit bulls are nutty, they even tried to attack me. I told their owner if I saw them in my yard again I would take a 2x4 to them. he has already had a couple fines for letting them run loose around kids, and killing cats in peoples yards.


    I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I remain.
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